ever since 17th aug, my whole life has changed,
you have been, is still and will always be my main source of joy
the way you make me feel,
i have never been more sure
that you are the one i want to grow old with
i can really foresee a wonderful life ahead of us
you really got me thinking bout our life, our house, our kids

I ALVIN CHUA WEN LOONG

done with biz law revision, or so i think
shenoy said doing more cases does not help
should familiarise with the principles and concepts
that'll do
stats can crash and burn, super unprepared
10 more days to stats paper
DIE DIE DIE
i need more motivation to study, really







it is comforting to know,
that the world can crash, the sky can fall
if all else fails, you will still be there

ich liebe dich

one wrong move
and everything changed







will you still love me tomorrow?

inadequate?
perhaps it really is

 

 "do you think i am happy?"
that hit me, hard

 a start of something new

 His name is alvin,
we danced all night

 

 

Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

 

madam sutah is a bitch
she's the old office lady that deals with the administrative stuff in school
so i signed in at the wrong date yesterday (hello it was 7 in the morning, people makes mistakes!)
when i signed out, i saw two post its staring at me
on it it was something like "victoria, please look properly and sign at the right date next time. even old men and women can sign at the correct dates, so why cant you do the same?"
WTF. seriously know, pissed me off
she even verbalised it to me when she saw me before i took off
annoying shit, what a day

okay enough of ranting,
so the marathon on sunday was good!
crowded but nevertheless our debut run was worth remembering
the goodie bag is pathetic though - a carton of milk, 100plus and a photo frame
we took about 65mins to complete 10km
lots of room for improvement!
shall train harder for the following marathons to come
and hopefully, i can do my full stan chart marathon  at the end of the year!
it is officially on the top of my things-to-do before-turning-20 list
can hardly wait!!!!

i am sort of dreading next week and at the same time embracing
cause i will be unemployed!!!!! SUCKS BIG  TIME
and that just means no more income and consistent ongoing debits
i cannot survive on just my tuition money alone!
 

( a night to remember )

 so i have made THE important decision
and that is to take up business management course in SMU
and since my mind is made up, there will be no room for regrets
i cant wait for school to start but yet i enjoy bumming around like that everyday
well at least school is within reach and good news is eileen's coming too!







i realised, i tend not to see the worst of people
believing there is some good in them,
even though it is clear that there is none
in the end, i end up the biggest victim of the tragedy
tsk, now now theres no time to wallow in self pity

 

and so i BURNT my cheesecake yesteray
it looked real horrid
everything started from a wrong conversion
i added 400g of sugar when it was suppose to be slightly less than 200g
so after that mistake, there was no turning back
i just kept adding more of everything else
so the recipe was totally not proportionate
as expected, everyone said it was too sweet
like DUH, its more than twice the amount
its such a long process to bake a cheese cake
GRRRR i better succeed next time